Today's Bad Stories !

[ConansSideWalk]

Kain, I'm not going to say the usual words of comfort people say throughout this thread. This is all based on what little you gave us. You are running away from the problem which you're currently mentally unfit to take on. If you love your mother as you say you do inform yourself and get the proper help for yourself and your mother. You cannot unsay what you said to your mother and a text won't fix that as with all serious matters they must be done face to face. If you want change you can't just hope for it to happen.

[KainTheVampire]

Kain, I'm not going to say the usual words of comfort people say throughout this thread. This is all based on what little you gave us. You are running away from the problem which you're currently mentally unfit to take on. If you love your mother as you say you do inform yourself and get the proper help for yourself and your mother. You cannot unsay what you said to your mother and a text won't fix that as with all serious matters they must be done face to face.

I didn't say anything like "I hate you" I only said what she did (even though she doesn't mean it) to make me feel depressed
And I guess I can as well say it, she thinks I'm abnormal because I'm bi, she compares me with my older sisters in almost everything I do and say I suck, then there was this period she was at her boyfriend's place so often that she didn't even realize we only had some sandwiches and a dry old cheese to eat at home since she didn't eat at home and it didn't get better until I talked to my teacher who called her
And it's rather hard to talk to her about stuff like that at all as she tends to avoid it (which I don't deny that I do as well sometimes) and it's even harder when you're 1000 kilometers away.
Neither mom or I want some kind of "professional" help as we both have had a really sucky help with such so no, we won't get that kind of help and help from family members haven't really helped so...

[ConansSideWalk]

Don't let one bad experience deter you. Just remember what you get out of it is based on how much effort you put in

[KainTheVampire]

One?! I've been living like that for years and she says it all on really bad times, when for once get really good grades, at her boyfriend's place when his family members are there, at home when my friends are at home, on my birthday, on Christmas over the phone, you call that one time?!
And you make it sound like I'm not even trying! I've been talking to nom, we've tried to talk to mom, she tries (I guess/hope) but fails over and over!
I love her, she's a good person but I just can't stand taking all that anymore, it's become too much, a few ago I even cut myself which I hadn't done in years, joy. But no I don't put any effort into it apparently, screw you!

[mangaluva]

CSW, you're not helping. Kain and her mother have clearly been working on this for years; Kain's mentioned difficulties more than once in the forum in the past. The way they're doing things just now clearly isn't working. Kain's mother isn't treating her as an individual if she's comparing her to her sisters all the time. A little space might help both of them figure out what's really important.

[KainTheVampire]

Thank you >__< *hugs*

[mangaluva]

IRC HATES ME. Everytime I type in the address of the page, all I get is this.

Spoiler:

It never changes no matter how much I refresh or retab. GAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

[Vylash]

IRC HATES ME. Everytime I type in the address of the page, all I get is this.

Spoiler:

It never changes no matter how much I refresh or retab. GAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

is that the webirc link? or the mibbit link? try using mibbit of webirc is giving you trouble

[Paix672]

IRC HATES ME. Everytime I type in the address of the page, all I get is this.

Spoiler:

It never changes no matter how much I refresh or retab. GAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

Webirc tends to do that a lot. :X It's better to just install an actual client.

[mangaluva]

Following up on my spaghetti trick last month, I had an epic derp while getting a bowl of Ben & Jerry's from the fridge to stop me killing people, and instead turned around, whacked my shoulder off the kitchen wall and accidentally flung the bowl down the hall. I have no idea how the hell it happened. That wall has been in exactly the same place for fifteen years. How the hell did I run into it, and how did I derp hard enough to throw the bowl that far down the hall?

The end result was that I wanted to kill people even more by the time I'd cleaned up and gotten another bowl.

[KawanoMino]

We drove one hour to eat revolving sushi. It was snowing, badly, but somehow we got there. We waited thirty minutes to get a spot.

And the sushi wasn't even that good. T_T

[queenmisanagi]

Met up with a sorta-ex boyfriend to make peace with the past, and to tell him some very important things. He was in a hurry so I wasn't able to tell him the most important bit in this confession I prepared.

But damn he looked so good. Like the whole time I was thinking, you're the most good-looking man on this earth.

Bam. Back to square one.

[sonoci]

@queen misanagi: Maybe it's the normal human feeling of wanting something we don't have? That often makes things much more appealing, even if they weren't before. I think we've all been in the scenario where we've gone "Pft, I don't need that!" only to look at "that" later and think "Oh...I need that!"

Most of the time though, we don't need it, we just want it.

Or maybe it's something else entirely, I wouldn't know. Whatever the case, I'm sure it'll work out somehow : )

[kirite]

My friend just told me she's suicidal and tells me how she's hurting herself and over dosing on medication

Sigh.

[Akonyl]

My friend just told me she's suicidal and tells me how she's hurting herself and over dosing on medication

Sigh.

well, I guess call the police or something, at least :/