Dun dun dun...*ahem*
Well anyways I just wanted to say sorry for all the trouble I have caused this community. Honestly I have been a real jerk to everyone and I feel deeply sorry for that and I am disappointed in myself. I was really new the internet when I first came here I guess I got caught up in the anonymous of it all and acted really immaturely. Well I've really grown up since then. You probably don't believe me since it hasn't been that long but I have.
I've experienced things, good things and bad things, but it's experience none the less and it has helped me grow as a person and when I finally become more grown up and mature I came across dctp again after taking a little break from Conan and all the memories of this place just came back...and they weren't good memories. I acted like an annoying little kid and feel sorry for that I know how annoying little kids can be now (>_>)
Anyways this is just a sorry. You guys deserve it for all I've put you through with my annoyance. Especially to you Jd- I am deeply sorry! I was probably more annoying to you. Honestly I was kind of jealous of you. Everyone on here looked up to you and loved you and I wanted that, but I see now I was undeserving of a even a quarter of the love you get.
Honestly I can't remember exactly the things I said and the people I've annoyed so I can't list everyone but...just know I am deeply sorry and I have grown and learned my mistakes here. I think the fact that I'm even apologizing like this is a testament to that.
Honestly I was going to delete this account or just never come back, but that's not right. That's cowardly and that's what the old me would have done. I am not taking the easy way out.
Geez...I don't know I can't even express how sorry I am I wish there was something I could do to make it up to everyone...
I've seen all types of annoying jerks/trolls on the internet since then I just look back at my times here and I just think "Was I really like these *****?!??!?1/1 OMFG!"
All I feel is remorse for my actions here. I know I'm acting like a killed someone, but I just feel really bad for acting like a jerk to everyone...
So yeah...I'm sorry
Edit: Just remembered one of the reasons why I was so annoying. I apologize to any ShinRans I have offended and annoyed also with my obsessive AiConan-ness(?) and sorry to all the AiConans I gave a bad name to the ship. Growing up, I really just became neutral to the whole thing. I mean what's the point in being so obsessive over a fictional pairing and why get angry when other people don't share you're view of them? People have different likes and tastes and I'm young I was/still finding mine. Life's too short to be like that and the outside world doesn't have the patience for people like that let alone the internet.



















And man, I wouldn't have guessed it was you!