Postby alicetama » September 26th, 2010, 8:07 am
I'll start off with the most recent:
Okay, so, er.... this morning, I woke up at 3 a.m. , and then went back to sleep. Then, I started breathing EXTREMELY hard like 'wee-hoo wee-hoo' and I couldn't open my eyes and when I did, I couldn't tell if it was a dream or not.(Oh gosh I hope it was a dream)
And that mainly happened because I have anxiety issues(well, okay, everyone does. But mine are serious.) and I have to have a pill each night. Well, I missed the pill 2 nights in a row, because we were all out on the first night, and on the 2nd night, we just forgot to get them.(Of course, I told her to go get them, but my mom was like 'Nooo you missed your pills a lot of times and you were okay.)
2nd time was when I had my FIRST panic attack. And let me tell you, panic attacks are damn scary. I was in chorus class, before I moved, and the class was being especially bad that day, and we were standing up doing warm-ups when my legs felt EXTREMELY weak. I thought it was because I didn't have enough water, so I took a sip and sat down. But that didn't work, and then I started crying because I thought I was going to die, and then my chorus teacher noticed, and sent me down to the nurse's office, and she took my pulse and it was at a dangerously high rate. She then called my mom, who picked me up.
Why? You never win the cursed war.