Actually, it wasn't really a trap, it was just that I wanted to take that pawn for half an eternity, but I first wanted to ensure that you had no way of counter-attacking. Your last move (Be5) is the one I can't understand at all - my knight is fourfold protected, so you have no way of capturing it, you threw away your bishop without reason (to strengthen f6, Be7 would have been better) and you gave me several HUGE threads by opening up your queen like that.
Before Be5, I had estimated myself to be about 2 pawns ahead. Now it's at least 6.
I see, guess I played that defensive move wrongly, or could have played it better. Oh well, let's see if I can recover from it before you sweep the floor with me
My mistake was making that tactic-breaking movement instead of keep trying to position well my pieces. Anxiety got to me, if not I could have done better. I felt insecure too without giving some freedom to my Rooks, I tend to use them a lot but this game didn't allow me to use them.
I consider myself defeated Hopefully we can play again another time, I learned quite a lot from this game ^^